The loss happens first
It is deep and ugly and painful
Darkest moment of my life was the loss
The pain of losing him who loved me
I still miss him, still love him, still have the loss.
A year later, I still have the loss the same as the day I lost him.
I still cannot say his name without crying.
And yet as a Christian I have a hope,
The hope of reunion in heaven.
The hope that there is more than now
And Jesus comes for us soon.
And I wait and hope to see him again
And before that happy reunion, I hold my Jesus.
As He is in my heart, he is in my heart
But Jesus wins. He always wins.
My precious Savior is my first hope.
And I love Jesus deepest and will see you again after.❤❤❤ ❤