People I Love

There are people I will love forever.

There are people that I will never like

But these people I still love.

There are people I will never see again

But loving them is a constant companion.

There are people I love that do not know

Because they didn’t realize their impact

And how their words or deeds uplifted me.

There are people I love that don’t love Jesus

And reject Him as their Savior

And that breaks my heart for them

For my love wants them forever in heaven.

There are people I love I consider every day

And I just pray for them because that is all I can do

I will never see or speak to them again.

There are people who love me, but not many.

Although I love deeply, I don’t present it.

I keep it inside, not for fear or any bad thing

But to keep from being overwhelmed by it all.

There are many people that I love, some deeply.

And I continue to pray. I will always pray.❤

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Love Forever

We have all had someone love us for a moment. Some love us during one brief season. Some love us when it is convenient or for selfish motives. Very few actually love us for life. I am honored to have a few like this left on this earth, but it is comforting beyond measure to know that Jesus loves us unconditionally forever in the deepest way. He loves you like that too. He even died for us to prove it. We can bank on it, rest in it, live there. ❤

Sing Him a Love Song

“Sing Him a love song that He wrote for us to sing.

Sing Him His love song again.

Tell of the sweet story of the Christ who came to save us.

Sing Him the love song again.

Once there was a blind man and another deaf and dumb.

Jesus came to them and said “Your faith has made you whole.”

Then the men started singing a love song back to Him.

Sing Him a love song that He wrote for us to sing.

Sing Him His love song again.

Tell of the sweet story of the Christ who came to save us.

Sing Him a love song again.

Then there were ten lepers, he had compassion on them.

Nine of them just walked away, only one came back to him.

He rejoiced and to this day he sings love songs now in heaven.

Sing Him a love song that He wrote for us to sing.

You have to sing Him His love song again.

Tell of the sweet story of the Christ who came to save us.

Sing Him the love song again.”

Oh the Love of God

“There’s a wideness if God’s mercy

I cannot find in my own.

And it keeps the fire burning

To melt this heart of stone.

Keeps me aching with the yearning,

Keeps me glad to have been caught

In the reckless, raging fury

That they call the love of God.

Oh, the love of God.

Oh, the love of God,

The love of God!

Now, I’ve seen no band of angels

But I’ve heard the soldiers’ song.

Love hangs over them like a banner,

Love within them leads them on

To the battle in the journey

And they’re never going to stop

Ever widening their mercy

And the fury of His love.

Oh, the love of God.

Oh, the love of God, the love of God!

Joy and sorrow are this ocean

And in their every ebb and flow

Now, the Lord, a door has opened

That all hell can never close.

Hero tested and made worthy,

Tossed about but lifted up

In the reckless, raging mercy

And the fury of His love.

Oh, the love of God.

Oh, the love of God, the love of God.”

~Rich Mullins❤

That Peaceful, Easy Feeling

I am about to enter of my own volition a turbid scene. Intentionally, I am walking into hostility toward myself for I am approaching the enemy’s lair. Not an enemy of my choosing but one who chose me for an enemy. Why? Because she is an enemy of God and America and happens to be my husband’s liberal agendist ex-wife, deeply and morbidly co-dependant with my husband’s daughter whose baby shower it is. Mind you, her second divorce is not finalized yet and this third guy (a non-American here on a work visa) will probably be there also. And she had avoided and excused us from her life for about 2 years, denying us the right to spend time with our granddaughter. And I am going to attend soon with my daughter. Why? Why put myself out there when she obviously does not want bad guy me in her life at all and only invited me to get money? Because we still love her. And we love our granddaughter. And love loves even if it is pushed away and treated horribly and disrespectfully. Our example is Jesus Christ who loved us to death literally even when we had no hope of being worth it yet. Jesus loves us even now when we are so all over the place and sin and then come back and then repeat. And I have no right to allow pride to block humble love. I am not greater than my Maker. So here we go and may love find its mark and flow through me who has made the choice to show it.❤

Always Loved/Romans 8:38-39

Romans 8:38. “For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39. neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

The One that Rejected Me

I recently saw the “love of my life” (at the time I thought so) in a recent picture someone had. He looked super skinny and old and I learned he had married a really controlling and harshly domineering woman. And at first I thought he got what he deserved for throwing me out for that thing. Then I thought better of that little dig. You see, what I did not realize at that time through my heavy tears was that God had bigger plans for me than to be a wife to a philandering man (found that out too).

Yes, at times my marriage is rough but I know I am with the man God wants me with until death separates us. And here, I can focus on my kids and my home and serve in church and help a lot of people and play great music in a band and working as a consulting doctor. And as such, I am using my talents. In addition, I have a great future vision of housing teenagers who are pregnant so they will keep their babies and not abort them. It is on my heart. And I have to wait for a while but I will work on that goal.

All this detail to say that God knows what He is doing when He puts people together and when He separates them. Do not regret anyone. Learn what you can and accept God’s plan for you. He truly knows best as certain as you breathe. So the one who rejected me was not meant for me. Just learn and don’t get too close too soon next time. Wait for God’s timing and confirmation.